A new start to something..

it's half past eleven a.m. I'm typing this to start something new.. Not 'that' new really.. new to me.. and I am new to you too.. so.. Hello.. My name is Adura.. call me Dura. I'm 28 this year and I don't know where my career is going.. it's really shitty actually.. but i try not to feel like that and make people around me feel like that. I guess its just the 'people pleaser in me' that does that MOST of the time.. It's good sometimes.. and at times it just kills me.. or maybe its not really about pleasing people around me.. it's about making me look good.. but does it really work? Again.. sometimes. 

I want to start new.. maybe this is a START..